122 Days

My sweet Harrison.......
Today you are 4 months and your tender hearted mama is feeling all reflective and sentimental.  You see, this time last year you were just a wee little tadpole quietly taking residence in a womb that, I was convinced, was broken.  Looking at you now, it still blows my mind that you grew inside of me and that you're actually here. I frequently tell your Dad "We have a baby!" because sometimes it still doesn't seem real. You are my heart Harrison Dean......the baby I prayed for long before you were part of me. 


Even at 4 months, you are developing quite the spicy personality. You are a big boy these days and have no interest in cuddling or being held like a baby.  The only acceptable way to hold you is sitting or standing where you can see all the action. Tummy time falls into the category of "things you hate the most"....I know you can roll over, but you refuse to perform and just bury your head in the floor instead. Your nightly bath time is quickly becoming one of my favorite activities of the day with lots of kicking the water and squealing with joy. As for sleep, you pretty much rock it and have been sleeping through the night for weeks. Even though I appreciate that you're a good sleeper, I miss you and can't wait to see your face and those big smiles every morning.  Best of all....we're buddies and I like that you need me.  


So if you haven't figured it out yet.....I kind of love you.


❤ your mama